I've come to accept that my personal jail time in school will not let up for the rest of the year and things will be continually busy so I'll try to make the most of what I have now and try to stay a "sane fangirl" throughout just so I won't have the urge to attack someone out of stress.

I've been worrying way too much about things I have no control over. It's seriously annoying. So I turn to my distractions...

This week's Shukudai was yes hilarious and very entertaining. Aiba's bed hair is <3 I just love seeing the boys act all dorky. Shukudai's indeed my stress reliever.

By the way four photobooks to be released in Sept? skaflaklfsklasdl Oh Arashi.... T.T

But the latest thing I've started to get into is this.


I just saw the pilot episode and yes it's intriguing. I've been looking for a Hollywood show to watch after dropping my One Tree Hill viewing and the title pretty much intrigued me. It helps that Samaire Armstrong is in the cast. I love her.

The real point of this entry is just to greet Miyake Ken a very happy birthday!!!! Yes he still does not look his age. Why???

I exchanged my weekend for a bowl of pork and mushroom wanton mami from MXT in Binondo (our local Chinatown) and the delicious beef mami from Ma Mon Luk. So it's safe to say I'll be staying away from that for a bit.

It's been a busy weekend. I had classes on Saturday plus the little food trip to Binondo. And then on Sunday I had to attend my cousin's baptism (where the reception hall had the heavenly blueberry cheesecake ^___^) and soon after had to head back home to make it in time to visit the cemetery for my grandfather's death anniversary.

Busy. Busy. It's never good to be too busy. Safe to say I was thoroughly exhausted last night. I've been missing hanging out here at LJ. I miss you guys :(

I love that I have my brother's mp4 with me because it's kept me on fangirling mode when we were shuttling from one place to another yesterday. I have stuff to flail over but since I can't afford to go into them in detail I'll just have to do them in bullet form. How nice. It's like I'm making a report for class. -___-

+ Oguri Shun on the TFP2 guesting of Hanadan. I was all sad face that Matsuda Shota wasn't there but I was totally amused by Shun who got so excited over seeing the ice maker he requested and eventually got. It seems he has Sho's luck on the show. XD Too bad they did not get the Pajero like the Yamada Taro pair.
+ VS Arashi episode 10. Finally boys. Finally. XD Otsukare~~ HAHA But somehow it has been evident that the rolling coin tower has that spot where it eventually topples over. It took them about 8 episodes to figure that one out :D
+ Stand Up! OHGAWD Down to the last episode (no spoilers please ^^). Yes I'm almost done finally. Shouhei <33333 I love my geek-y Nino and yes Shou-chan's EHHHH will forever be embedded in my mind. But I have to learn not to laugh too loud especially since I was watching this on the cab on the way to my grandmother's house. HAHA
+ My movie flail that would hopefully come in the near future... there's Marathon (okay I know it's an SP) and Nino's amazing acting skills. I bow down to the boy I really do. Honey & Clover. Koizora.
+ Speaking of movies, Tekkon Kinkreet. Amazing animation but still not done watching it. It has my biggest crushes as voice actors Nino and Aoi Yuu. Yes I have developed an insane girl crush on the woman. HAHA
+ Yasuko to Kenji in a week! Yay! Maou in a few days! Double Yay! But somehow my excitement for YTK is greater than for Maou *gets bricked* BUT it would be Maou that I'll be downloading the first episode (you probably know why :D) raw. For YTK, I'm just going to wait for the subbers to get done with it.
+ A-and there's another long delayed concert flail over Time Con, 47 DVD, and Never Ending Wonderful Story.

Oh time... give me some free time *checks calendar* Muri... zettai muri... I have to make the best of what little time I have now. I miss you guys :(

Why do I feel like I'm being eaten alive by school? *breathes through bag*

I'm back to my usual routine as classes start up again today but before I go back I have things to flail about over my three favorite JE boys.

I've seen the papa pics... listened to the song... but it hasn't quite sinked in how much I would've given to see Gimmick Game LIVE. Right now I'm noticing a whole bunch of Nino-gyozas here on my LJ (hi my new friends!) and I guess I keep talking about the guy long enough I'm just bound to catch their attention. :D

So have you guys seen fancams? My brain sort of decided to self-destruct because of that tiny, tiny G.G. fancam and I went on the involuntary fangirl squealing session that thoroughly distracted me from reading my Ethics notes (well classes got canceled tomorrow so yay!). ^______^

A-and now I hope and pray for the DVD to be released by December perhaps??? It's like the Time DVD con wish all over again.

Most of you have probably seen MS One Love performance and yes the song has finally started to grow on me. The cute hand gestures helped plus the guys in white suits. <33 I swear there was that part of me screaming "This is why you'll not have a normal love life anytime soon..." XD I was bothered by the flowers a bit but the boys yes looked good. They looked like proper English gentlemen except they're Japanese... yeah. :P I have a goofy smile on my face right now. LOL

I've been amused by the amount of people who like my "wall of inspiration" so I decided to share with you what's actually written on those little post-its. The wall isn't full like before (I redid it this summer) but for now it has:


And because I'm in no mood to make a birthday banner I'll just send a little greeting to another JE boy who turns legit today. Yay for turning 18!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY INOO-chan!!!

I think listening to Ayaka's Blue Days on a stormy (yes there's a storm in the country not the one I'm hoping for though *shifty eyes*) Saturday night is perfect. Damn her voice is amazing. A-and this song still breaks my heart.

I want to say thank you for the encouraging words of my lovely ladies here. YOU GUYS ARE AMAZING. I love you guys sooooo much! *chuuus and huggggsss* Yes in what angelamori  said as a strangely disconnected and extremely random sort of love. ^___^ Skinship? LOL Ah it's just the fandom love. <3 I thank you from the bottom of my heart.

And you can probably tell that I feel better about it and the confusion and frustration in me died down. I was in panic these past two weeks and I just needed to pacify the panic-y feeling quickly because it wasn't getting me anywhere. I'm still feeling nervous about a whole bunch of stuff but I was able to suppress those feelings today and I was able to get down to work on a few things. I'm taking baby steps and edging farther away from the negative feelings... ^____________^

I've been wanting to do this meme for quite some time and finally got around to doing it today so yeah after this it's back to work for me. ^^